eternal sunshine spotless light

Posted by 小孩 on Thursday, October 22, 2009 · Leave a Comment

what's going on with life?
An eternal struggle of finding the meaning of existence?

a life, an expression of all the innate desires and passions,living free like an unconstrained bird-----a life of sin? a life of recklessness?

a life living in frames and manacles of rules and "so call" expectations----a life of success and happiness or maybe a life of putting on masks.

i'm confused in the crossroad of choices

choosing the correct path which leads to a kind of inner peace

a peace of doing things which i do and make me joyous.

but, not finding one

i'm now broke into untraceable pieces, maybe that's so called "My Freedom"

Freedom of not in a structured dos and don'ts; scattered everywhere, touching everything, feeling the emotions and desires of everyone else.

lying there, not in a form nor having the strength to struggling

blowing away by winds; dancing like daffodils

running down the river course with the happy hymns of water

looking up and down left and right

basking in sunshine

like a poet wrote in his beauteous lines

"eternal sunshine spotless light"........

me, yes that's me without of trace of anything else...